This past Sunday was the beginning of a very difficult week. Mark took the higher dose of 2 Ambien instead of the one he had been taking and as a result when his UTI woke him up, he fell, not once but twice and was very disoriented and since he didn’t let me know about the fact that he took that extra Ambien, I thought something was majorly wrong and called the doctor, who had us go to ER.
In the process, I discovered some things I would not have known otherwise …. he had blood in his urine (apparently since Friday) and his lower extremities were very swollen. (could never see that as he had been wearing, socks and long pants a lot.) I indeed thought this was alarming (though the ER docs. didn’t) and called our Allo Nurse when we got home to let her know. She had him readmitted. Being readmitted to the hospital is very normal and a big reason they have transplant patients stay so close to the hospital.
Mark wasn’t happy and to make matters worse, the communication at the hospital and between the hospital and the clinic was terrible!!
In short, his UTI- though viral- is clearing up. He is very tired, but at least he is at the apartment and at his next Clinic appointment, we have plans to complain about several mishaps that occurred due to communication break downs this week.
We are waiting results of biopsies on his upper and lower GI tract. Hoping to find out exactly what is causing his stomach to swell and hopefully have a plan to get him back to normal. 🙂
It has been a true blessing the people who have come to stay with Mark and take part in his caregiving a week at a time! First, Carmela and her husband Brett- some of our best friends who just happen to live in Oklahoma! This was perfect as they came when I had to take Shyanna to college and this could have proven to be an incredibly difficult week for Mark, but having the two of them with their incredibly positive attitudes, encouragement and love pouring out, made it a bit easier on him. (Of course everything in him was wishing he could bring her to college- so it was an emotional time.) The perfect people for that time!
The next person to come was Andrea, Mark’s step mom. She is a nurse and her expertise was perfect as he had developed his urinary tract infection, had become somewhat dehydrated and had to be given extra fluids at clinic and his medications were changing up quite a bit. It made both of us rest easier to know that she knew a bit more about the medicines and had her nursing knowledge to care for him! Again, the perfect person for that time!
Currently, his mom is with him and that, too, is perfect!! Who doesn’t want their mom when they are having a rough time… and this has definitely been a difficult week! He hasn’t been feeling great, hasn’t been resting well with the UTI and it’s been frustrating. There is no other love quite like a mother’s love….
In the mean time, I have been able to, after four and a half long months, get home, spend some real time with our girls (who are still kids, by the way, and need their parents) and take care of things around our home. Although, to be honest, I usually have a day or two each week I get to be home that all I want to do is lay around because I am utterly exhausted. I’ve followed Mark around the country and raised four kids who were all born within five years, and had various things happen in my life, but THIS has been the most that has ever been asked of my emotions, mind and body in my entire life day in and day out. I am so thankful for all the support I have. I believe I may just crash when this is over.
Our family and close friends, especially, have been a rock for us! It’s also been great to have the opportunity to strengthen relationships with some family that we haven’t had the opportunity with as much (for instance, Mark’s dad is so much like Mark, that it is amazing and it really brought me and the girls a calming feeling when he was around) and some people I didn’t know as well before all of this and have had the chance to get to know- and I thank God for them daily, now. The way God has kept us all safe and secure and provided for not just needs- but also some wants- has been incredible!
I would be lying, however, if I said that I CANNOT WAIT for the month of September to pass and my HOPE is that in October Mark can come home and we can all just live in one place again….”I can do 30-40 more days of this…. ” “I can do all things through Christ who gives me strength.” These are my mantras and I now compare myself to the little train that could…. Or Dori, the fish who said, “Just keep swimming.” I have to just keep believing!!!